Fate awaits....: July 2005

Monday, July 25, 2005

I met up with Weiling today.. we chatted the whole day and shared each other's dark secrets. It's a relief to tell it out to someone after bottling up for so long. I am glad that she shared hers with me.. I feel happy to know that someone feels the same way as me. =)

Looking forward to meeting up with her again soon..

School has commenced.. and I hate it.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

My back hurts.. I dunno why. I keep having this problem of backache and this is so bad! I am only 20 plus!! so young and I have such a problem..and my mum wants me to go for x-ray!! whci I dreaded. I saw a physician once and he said it's because of my seating position but sometimes I find it painful when I walked for too long.. oh gosh what's wrong with me??

Anyway I went out with Jiaying and Angela last Friday night. The two girls seem to have so much to say to each other although it was only the second time they see each other. I have to quieten them in order for me to say something. They can't seem to stop talking.. and most of their teasing was on me.. That's why I hesitated to let them meet up.. heehee. Supposed to meet angela in the afternoon.. ditch her aside and meet Jiaying for dinner. I did not and happily offer her to have dinner with us.. which I later regretted. :P

These two great girls are my best best best friends ever in the entire universe. I have known Angela for 15 years and Jiaying for 8 years. They know me inside out, may be even better than my parents. Both of them are so similiar.. hardly any temper at all, so chatty and friendly to everyone they know. So you can imagine how noisy it was last Friday night? hahaha. Perhaps this is the type of friends that I am attracted to..to complement my personality.

We have lots of fun at LASH!! they saw this cute waiter and both of them turned man-hungry suddenly.. they keep saying he looks like Lee Hom.. and he tried to get friendly with Angela. He asked Angela for her name.. we thought it may be a new budding romance for the lucky girl.. but I guess we have think too much.. it turned out that............................ yeah the three of us know it and that's sufficient. hahahaha.

Friday, July 22, 2005

I went out with Weilin yesterday.. it has been nearly a month since I last saw her. I kinda of miss crapping with Weilin. :) We went town and to our horror.. gasps.. we saw Junli. We couldn't recognise her.. she looked so different! she looked quite funky with her new haircolour and spectacles.. I like the new her. A complete makeover for the new sem.. way to go girl! seriously, I think you look nice.. so stop complaining about the highlights!!

My best friend called me today! she's back from hongkong.. so may be I will meet her later in the afternoon.
At night I will meet up with another very close friend for dinner.

What a day!! looking forward to seeing them today!!

Monday, July 18, 2005

Specially for Junli

First of all, this entry is done in the honour of my dearest friends Junli and Shannon.. the two troublesome souls who ruined my plan for this week.. keep changing their minds at the last minute, thus eventually make it impossible for us to meet up before school starts next week. Yeah... Junli, you have really rub-off some of Shannon's ma fanness..so congratulations! u two can form the perfect ma fan duo..and Junli, you better dye your hair the right colour.. as this is done at the espense of our movie..dun let me see an awful colour on monday or I will scream at ya and by the way you still owe us a ktv session.. well at least Shannon is making progress on being less ma fan, though I think she still need to continue with a lot of improvement.. See la! both of you have ruined my wednesday plans to go singing!! I hope that u wil read this entry and feel a hundred times guilty!! The end~

Sunday, July 17, 2005

It's all over

16th July 2005 marked the official end of my professional attachment at NTUC childcare headoffice. 10 weeks has passed by..I was supposed to be looking very forward to it but alas ..humans beings are made up of flesh and blood. I still felt a bit sad to leave my colleagues in finance department, the receptionist, the cleaner, my desk and may be even the invoices. My big boss and colleagues held a farewell lunch for me at Crystal Jade. The dim sum was so delicious, especially the nice hot egg tarts! yummy! It was a pity that there wasn't much conversation at the table.. did I mention that the organisation is very hierachical and lacks interaction between the management and staff? Yesh.. it is and that's why we hardly find any topics to talk about. There were some polite exchange of words.. and most of the time everyone just tried to smile and then concentrate on their food. I can feel some tension between my Big boss, Samantha and Charlie. Apparently they have some conflicts and Samantha refused to sit next to him at the table.

I talked to each of my colleague individually after lunch.. and most of them showed signs of regrets for taking up accountancy as a degree. They envy me for being a banking student.. able to explore a larger job scope in the future. It seems that they have grown tired of accounting... it is boring, so routinal and so tedious. I am really glad I am not in accountancy faculty..

I will miss these few nice colleagues of mine..

To Dorothy:
Thank you so much for your guidance and patience!! You have really taken good care of me.. I have seen you as my mentor for this PA experience.

To Rebecca:
Thank you so much for being such a helpful colleague! I can always count on you...
You are so kind and thoughtful!! guys out there are missing a gem..

To Seen Yik:
Thank you!!! eat more and be prepared to embrace a whole new chapter of life with a baby coming along soon.. take good care of yourself!

Saturday, July 16, 2005

A long night talk with Jiaying and Yingni yesterday left me pondering.. am I fickle-minded and difficult to understand? I think I am.. I like to change my mind as and when I like it. I can say something now and do another thing to contradict myself the next moment. Perhaps I do not really know what I want yet. I can have a huge crush on someone but will get irritated if people keep mentioning him in my presence. My emotions come and go so fast..and I think somehow that's makes me hard to be comprehended. I do not have trouble getting along with people. It's just that people will find it difficult to understand my traces of thought.. during conversations I can blurt out something else suddenly, expecting the other person to read my mind, and so most fo the time I left them confused and bewildered by my actions. My np friends and close buddies are used to it by now and they always felt amused by my sudden outburst. This is how I keep them entertained somehow.

My close friend told me having a conversation with me is like guessing games.. she never knows what I might say the next moment. My sentences lack coherrence. I feel that being close friends, we do not have to be so cautious. We should be able to speak freely to each other, without worrying that the other person may not understand or feel provoked. Perhaps, this is why I always ended up amusing my friends.

It's difficult to find someone who can really understand me.. the special one who know me for who I am.. able to read me like an open book. Moreover, this weird trait of being so fickle-minded makes me feel that I better stay away from relationships. The other person has to guess my mind and heart everytime we see each other.. which I think will make both of us exhausted eventually. My special one has to tolerate my flaws and accept me for who I am.

Chamomile Tea!

Chamomile Tea...You are Chamomile Tea.Your an original! Helpful to anyone in need and
always willing to lend a hand, you take action but not through violence, people listen to you
for you have a knack for giving wonderful advice! Many look up to you and you try your
best not to let them down. You have many friends steadfast or no who consider themselves
lucky to be near you. You may have been hurt in the past but you dont let that stand in your
way! You have a wonderful outlook on life and try to see the good in people which is an
awesome gift!

What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-}

Saturday, July 09, 2005

I met Jiaying yesterday night. She saw a person who is half-bald and in his 30s.. and claimed that weixiang looked like him. I almost died... weixiang who was once her ideal man has become like that???! oh my god.. I really hope this is not true. Weixiang was one of our dear fellow ncos who just came back from overseas for his hols..he is a bit short but has a nice frame. Serious and cool, not exactly a hunk.. and once had a crush on this friend of mine. To make things worse, Jiaying added on that wx looked like xu3 huan2 liang2.. I died another time. It must be the lighting yesterday night.. oh it must be that she was sleepy.. she kept saying that she felt sleepy. That must be it then.. I dun believe weixiang has changed that much.

This is how weixiang looks like now.

Friday, July 08, 2005

Now is the time 4.15pm during office hours.. nothing much to do this week.
Doing mundane boring stuff now.. can't wait for the clock to strike six. I am tired already, at first I am tired because there are too much things to do and now I am tired of doing nothing. :P
I guess the nature of work in finance department is like that.. hectic during peak periods ( closing accounts period) and hitting houseflies when it ends.

Haven't been blogging for a week... just dun feel like facing the com after work.
I have been counting down to my last day of work.
5 more days to go!! and I will be meeting my best pal, Jiaying today after work.
After that, we may go for dhsnpcc ncos99/00 supper gathering. I guess it will be the same few people again.. where are the rest?? Shihua, Jiamin etc where are you all? pls pls appear tonight!!

The GSS is ending soon.. but my pay still not in yet. Money money pls start rolling in soon.. Dorothy when will my pay be giro in??

Fate awaits....