Saturday, July 29, 2006

Felt so mentally and physically burnt out.. just an outing with Verlene proved it all. I was distracted and tired.. first at Macs, I thought the mac pple calculated our bill wrongly and it turned out they did not. I din realise that we have actually ordered Mcflurry which accounted for the two bucks increase. I was so embarrassed. Later at home, I saw my brother eating lychees. He said no he was not.. becos those were longans. Verlene commented I looked stressed even while shopping. She said I have grown thinner.. so many people have told me this recently. I know becos I have really lost 2kg in just a month.

I feel like having a long break away from stress..

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

I felt happy today because I have achieved what I set out to do on convocation day. I felt so brave now.. hahahaaa.. I wouldnt have done it without the help of some good buddies..

I think my mum suspected something too.. because I think she overheard my conversation with Angela. After all, she seldom see her daughter getting so excited.. haahhaa.

I accomplished two goals!!

Friday, July 14, 2006

Looking at the albums just make memories come back again.. I guess I would never be able to reach close to him..he seems so distant and I am tired of being disappointed.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Saw an sms this morning that left me feel surprised yet very happy.. =)

You've got what you want babe!

I am still stuck there, not able to let go and struggling still.. shucks! it has been half a year already..I know I should have showed or said something long ago.. everyone's been telling me that..

I just lacked the courage. Yet I can't forget it.