Sunday, August 26, 2007

Feeling gd.. hao xin fu.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Watched the movie Secret two weeks ago, surprisingly I was very touched by this movie, even more than Andy Lau's 'zai shuo yi zi wo ai ni'.It's the last scene that touched me the most when Jay Chou risked his life to return to the past... sacrifices..He sacrificed being with his family to be with the girl he loves. Who can do that in reality? It's not like he wasn't on good terms with his dad.

Watched fireworks yesterday.. nice accompany but it could be better.

Monday, August 06, 2007

"Can I dun go to Aunty's house tomorrow?"

"Can I dun go work tomorrow?"


I guess we both think alike.

Saturday, August 04, 2007

Was asked this question by Sh last night.

" Would you want to find someone who loves you more than you do or find someone whom you love more than he loves you?"

Both Kh and Sh chose the latter. They are willing to sacrifice and hopefully the guy would reciprocate as much eventually. I chose the former without hesitation. It will be so tiring and straining if you know the guy doesn't love you as much but you do love him a lot. If I know he wouldn't love me as much as I love him, I would just suppress my feelings and end it. Sometimes, happy endings in fairy tales do happen in reality but it's so rare. Face it, I just don't have the courage to even try it.

At work, I was seen as a independent and confident girl who can cope with situations. Deep inside, I am actually vulnerable and lonely. If you only see the surface me and like that kind of me, then you are not the one for me. I want someone who can see the real me and knows I am actually hiding and lend me support whenever I need it. I don't know why I am acting tough in front of people, may be I just don't want them to worry about me.If you can see that inner side of me, then good means you understand me well enough. Why am I so complicated?

By the way, Kh said I am a very considerate girl.. wahahaa. I also puke when I hear her say that. She just said it suddenly when we were having our meals. Wee.. so being considerate is another of my virtue.