Fate awaits....

I felt that I am drifting apart from some close friends, perhaps it's because we haven't got the chance to see each other much in school. It seems like we have fewer topics to talk about and nothing to share.. unlike in the past, we used to yak non-stop when we saw each other. We dun hang out that much too now. I dun even know what they have been doing for this semester.. perhaps everyone is busy or may be it's because we hang out with different groups of people. I feel that our friendship have kinda stopped and before long, I think it will disappear without anyone realising it. I feel depressed thinking about it but I dunno how I am going to salvage the situation. I just hope things will be the same as before again.

posted by Weili~ @ 4:20 PM 0 Comments

I just extracted one wisdom tooth yesterday. The procedure was not scary and I din feel much pain at all. I just can't open my mouth wide and have to chew my food on the other side of my mouth. I still can eat, talk, laugh and crap.. I can even go back home to continue researching for my projects after the surgery in less than an hour's time. So you can imagine how 'less' pain I experienced. Hopefully, it will be the same for the other tooth.

The greatest pain came from the agony of doing my projects, especially my fyp!! it's such a big big headache!! I rather study more modules than do my fyp. It's stressful to attend fyp meetings and hear the tutor comment, criticise on what you have done. After that, you have to make so many amendments..and the cycle repeats itself very week when we see the tutor. The work is never-ending and after each meeting we have to crack our brains to think hard about getting solutions. I hate it!!!! I have enough of it!!! I hate the feeling of getting rejected for ideas you have come up and have to start all over again. I hate the feeling of meeting deadlines!!! I hate to listen to the tutor's comments!! I hate his face!! his office!! and other groups who have completed so many things, causing us to lag behind!! and I hate to beg for people for help in conducting surveys!! I hate to sacrifice my weekends to do projects! I hate to sacrifice my tv time!! it's a long term painful process of half a year more and I simply can't stand it any longer!

posted by Weili~ @ 3:35 PM 0 Comments

Feeling so slacked this week.. but the feeling is so good~! without having to think about my fyp and project stuff temporarily. I want to go see the movies ' The Perfect Catch' and 'Marching of the Penguins'. Whee...think I will watch them this wednesday with Weilin. And oh, my bro's ROM day is coming~!!! 27th sept which is like 3 weeks away and I haven't get anything nice to wear. Shopping shopping!!

posted by Weili~ @ 11:00 AM 0 Comments

Just finished watching Project Superstar, feeling very touched and hopeful now. A blind hero has made it as a superstar idol!! unbelievable but this is true~! I guess Kelvin Tan has really touched many people's hearts with his singing.. his gan dong du is so so enough. I feel like crying everytime I hear him sing. Yesh I would rather buy his cd than Kelly's.. because he is different, unique and not perfect. Not perfect~!! must stress on that!! Kelly is talented, dances well and has good stage presence. However, I feel that she is too perfect in every aspect and that makes her kinda of.. boring?? she's just like any one singer out there in the music industry and there are too many of them around already. People prefers Kelvin because he is not afraid to expose his flaw and has great courage and determination. He gives ordinary people like you and me a great sense of hope because he has made the impossible possible to attain already. I really feel so motivated by him. So anything is possible right??~

posted by Weili~ @ 11:55 PM 0 Comments