Happy occasions!
It has been a busy weekend for me. My best friend's 21st birthday, fyp, lots of projects and my nephew's 1 mth old celebration all lined up this weekend. The celebrations were fun.. and it's pretty sad that everything's over so soon. Nothing much to look forward for the next few weeks..
My little nephew, Alexander is only a mth old and he's huge! Babies look the same to me.. so cute and innocent. Toddlers are interesting.. especially when they start learning to talk.. awww they are so so cute!! I love them!
My brother's getting married next year and I really hope he will 'produce' one asap. I think it will be so fun to have a baby in the family.. wooah. My mum will support that wholeheartedly..:)
My best friend's chalet was superb too! Glad that everyone loved the bingo game. The two of us had thought of the questions at Burger king last monday..kinda of last min but at least everything went smoothly as planned. I enjoyed the pre-paration where we shopped for her dress, shoes, necklace together. It was fun to share her excitement.. my birthday's coming in two months time. I wonder how it will be like..
Finally, I have stopped believing in horoscopes. I discover that I will see him around on tuesdays and fridays in certain places.. nothing to do with whether I am lucky or not but what's the point? ha..
Read Weibiao's blog just now and it brings back sweet memories of my secondary school life. I still remember the strict discipline master whom I have utmost respect for although some people hated him so much. Alright alright.. I was a typical obedient student back then.Thus, I seldom got into trouble with the school rules and so I don't get picked on as often as the rebellious group. The only one time I got into trouble was when I wore a skirt that was above knee-length and I was caught by this prefect called Damien and I see him around in ntu now.. hahaa.
Hence, may be that's why I have a fairly positive impression of the DM. I think that it's his way of handling troublesome students that makes him awesome. He makes you submit to him willingly.. and he's always so calm and cool about things. We may try to talk back at him or sneered at his words but at the end of the day, you will find yourself powerless, unable to outalk him at all, yet you don't feel annoyed by him. He will manage to let you see things in his perspective. He earns great respect in DHS because you can sense that he's really concerned about us students.At least, I feel this way la..
However, looking back I find some of Dunman's old school rules too rigid and to a certain extent unreasonable. We can't wear watches that have faces larger than a 20 cents coin.. can't bring sling bags.. skirts must be below knee-length and the boys can't have center- parting, can't be spikey too!! I was pretty grateful that I wasn't a male back then.. cos the boys will get into serious serious shit if they ever by chance get spotted with their fringe center-parted. And we can't use gel too... so it's a wonder how their fringes can get sticked to the sides..hahaaa now I know why DHS boys can't look their best since it will be so difficult to get a nice yet 'law-abiding' hairstyle. Once during a CME lesson, we asked the DM the reason for not letting boys keep center-parting. The reason was because the school does not want ah bengs in the school!~ So ah bengs=center-parting hairsyles?? This is so superficial and silly. I still remembered all of us laughed like hell upon hearing that. Luckily for the new generation, the school rules have changed. No wonder DHS students are better looking now.. hahaha.
Haven't go back to DHS for donkey years since JC1. I don't miss my sec 4 form teacher and I don't wish to see him again. Just miss the old np room, canteen, my sec 4 classmates, Mr Kiw and the sec 1 porch where ncos99/00 have lots of fun together.
Feeling kinda of upset and demoralised yesterday over a casual comment my close friend said. It just shattered everything I tried to build although I know she did not have any ill intentions. I kept thinking about it.. the more I thought about it the worse I felt. No self-esteem, no confidence.. nothing is left.
I hate that kind of feeling where some things are beyond your control. I don't have a choice but to live with it. yuckss..
Life is unfair.
For the past week, I tuned in every morning to Yes933 for horoscope news. The first time I heeded the advice and wore my lucky colour for the day, I met him twice on that day. Something unexpected happened during my lecture too.. and I thought how accurate the horoscope stuff was. Today my lucky colour was supposed to be red.. but I was already wearing yellow and was too lazy to change. May be it was just sheer coincidence that I couldn't get the presentation group I want during my tutorial..but I feel as if my luck was running out.
I guess I was really lucky for that only two days because since then, I never see him again.
I am super HIGH today!
I woke up with this feeling that something good will happen to me today and it did!! so much for day-dreaming about having good karma.. =)
I was talking to angela this morning about having a strong feeling that I will see the person today. She sounded skeptical as if I am still day-dreaming..but I remained hopeful. And I DID!! I DID!! similar circumstances like the first time I saw him. Giving him the surprised and duh look again when I saw him unexpectedly.. I think I look very stupid!~ and he still don't know me. This is insane..
I think I am going insane. But the feeling is good`!
