MIA
Haven't been blogging for a long time. Feeling cranky, easily irritated and emotional lately. Perhaps I am not understanding enough or I think too much into things or I crave too much attention. I need to master the art of staying together.. to get used to seeing each other everyday and life become mundane and maybe even boring. No wonder they said absence makes the heart grow fonder. Now I feel like MIA. No mood to talk or share anything.
Today was a crazy busy and pissed off day. I need to cover people's work and the person left so much shit for me to clear. In addition, a horrible monster ruined my early morning. Ungrateful b*tc* She's just a lowly CSO who serves clients and RM.. why is she so proud and rude? Furthermore for the last two years before she had a internal transfer, she was part of my team. She was still very new when she was first hired. We taught her properly and patiently and seriously I didn't think she would turn out to be such a horrible ungrateful person. Maybe she is lazy and rude, I didn't expect her to be so ungrateful and mean. After today's incident, I really want to whack her upside down. Biting the hand that feeds her! Stupid monster damn irritating and rude! *BUISH BOX HER! I hope I will never see or hear from her again.
R.E.S.T
Recently I have been asking myself why I am working so hard. It has been ages since I went on a good holiday..I need a break from work. A good long break with sufficient rest. I want to travel to places I haven't been to. I need a break from the lousy boss and teamleader whom I really feel like screaming at..
I WANT TO TAKE A REST!
Pencil and Eraser
Pencil: " I am sorry"
Eraser: "For what? You didn't do anything wrong"
Pencil: " I am sorry that you got hurt because of me. Everything when I made a mistake, you are always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lost a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time."
Eraser: "That's true but I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do it. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you replace me with a new one, I am actually happy with my job. So please stop worrying, I hate to see you sad."
Parents are like erasers while their children are like pencils. They are always for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. As they grow old and their children find someone new ( spouse), parents are always happy with what they have done for their children and will hate seeing their children sad.
After reading this, I feel guilty of taking my parents' care and concern for granted. They are always there to help us and we should always be there for them till they grow old and no longer around.
Taking a good break to travel
It's 2011.. I am starting to feel the same way like how I feel three years ago. Cranky.. whiny.. hack care mood. Everyday I dread going to work. I think it is because I am bored of doing the same kind of work. Moreover, I am tired of acting busy and always waiting for 6pm to come. Yet I am unsure of the kind of work I should do next. I feel like taking a good break and travel to countries I haven't been. I haven't been to any places in Europe you know! But I need the income coming.. double sadness. =(
WNCOS Squad 1999/2000
I just attended my sec sch npcc squadmate's wedding yesterday!~ Although the food was not fabulous, the accompany was great! It has been so long since I saw my dearest squadmates. We counted the number of years we know each other and it's amazingly 14 years already! Everyone looks pretty much the same..Zhenqi still can draw so well. Shuwen still as picky about guys..Qiushi still as blur. Some of us has grown up ..like Xianlin having her first bf .. Esther's getting married too and got a flat..Jiaying 's waiting for the ring. Although only eight out of sixteen attended (hey! we have half a squad present already), it has been so fun catching up and laughing about good old times. During the montage, we even saw our old squad photo taken when we are all in nerdy Secondary Two.
How time flies.. now we are all getting attached and talking about marriage. Even though we haven't stay close in touch, it doesn't feel awkward seeing the rest. It feels like the good old times we play, laugh and tease one another. I am glad we are reunited to share the wedding joy of my squadmate! It makes me consider if I should invite wncos squad to my wedding next year. These girls have helped to create wonderful memories in my life.. they help to mould me into the person I am now and I would never forget the hardship we endure during npcc days and the joy we had together.
I think I would be the next in our squad to get married. I would love to share my joy with this bunch of long lost friends =)
My favourite Boy
I love it when I can knock off early from work and spend time with Ah boi. We can watch his cartoons together while waiting for his Dad to come and fetch him. This is quality time between Tutu and Jingyu.
Ah boi wants to buy everything he saw on television. Within two hours of watching television with him, he told me umpteen times “ Tutu, buy this for Jingyu’.
We watched Power Ranger together and I asked him which is his favourite Power Ranger. He replied; “ Blue ranger… red ranger.. black ranger, pink ranger and yellow ranger”. I emphasized to him the word ‘favourite’ and he couldn’t make up his mind.
I concluded he just wants all of the Power ranger toys. I think he likes blue ranger the best since he listed out that as the first. Should I buy him a Christmas present? We dote on him a tad too much.. he has so many toys already but we still keep buying.
But it’s Christmas and a little kid deserves a present on this special occasion right? =P I used to be so happy when I receive presents on Christmas from my aunt.
Ah boi likes to watch a cartoon on fairies. His Dad told him only girls like to watch cartoons about fairies. I asked him “ Why do you like watching fairies? Only girls like to watch fairies ” He then denied that he likes it but still keep his eyes glued to the television. Egoistic boy.. I highly suspect he likes the fairies because they are pretty.
Ah boi wants to drink whatever I am drinking. Even if I am just drinking plain water, he will think it is something good and wants to share mine.
We play imaginary games together. He will sit on his little car.. and I will sit on his bigger car (he has two toy cars) and we go around the house looking for imaginary bad people to shoot with our imaginary guns. *faints
He’s my best buddy to play with after a busy day at work!
