Fate awaits....

My 2010..

I wonder if I am running out of luck this year. I have been pretty unlucky since the start of the year. It all starts from losing my old handphone..

I made a serious blunder at work.. got scolded by someone high and mighty for being late for a briefing that I did not know until that morning.. work is increasingly more stressed now. I got no motivation and interest to work. I also lost some money along the way.. I think I actually gave a cab driver 100 dollar note instead of a 10 dollar note. 100 dollar note was from my petty cash, cash I got from doing overtime. Now, I lost most of the overtime claim for last month. Then for no reason, my left cheek started to swell yesterday. I went to see a dentist today and was told I needed to do root canal treatments for two of my bad teeth. The few filings I did didn't turn out useful. For one tooth, it costs around 1100. Two means around 2200. Now I need to think twice about going somewhere for a longer holiday.

I hate this year. I seem to be jinxed. I need some good luck charm to survive the rest of the year.

As the saying goes. we are the master of our own life, to be happy or unhappy, to be positive or negative. I know I need to be positive in my thinking as I believe only positive thinking can lead to good happy things. However when the whole world comes crashing down, staying positive is the last thing on your mind and is the most difficult task to do. No wonder they say only the fittest can survive.

posted by Weili~ @ 2:49 AM